The most weird and wonderful thing just happened!
For a while now, I've been waiting for inspiration to magically return to me. It's been over a year and a half since my brain ran dry. It was partly because I could not fit my ideas into paper (words can't describe perfectly what I wanted to say =S) and partly because my inspiration got killed for several reasons.

But for the last 3 days, I've been having the most vivid, weird and complex dreams I ever had. Dreams that last for hours and hours (and when I check out time, only 30 minutes had passed) and are really.. round and nice, I can't explain it in another way.
And they've been waiting for me to write them down, again. But now, they're no longer silly short-story-nightmares. They are the real deal, and I'm prepared.

So, since I woke up, I've been frenetically writing down stuff, as if something or someone was dictating me, and I'm really glad and astonished: this is really, really good (at least, I really like it) and I see a lot of potential in this.
Maybe after all, it was a matter of time? I hope I'll be able to capture the whole concept this time, and make a good thing out of it!

Mhhh how I hate this! Exams Season's started, and she's so focused on her subjects that we're not gonna see each other until the end of our exams =/
The thing is, I'd like to at least talk over the phone, but for one or another reason, it's been a week since I've been trying to call her in vain. We've chatted a lot through SMSs and msn, but it's not the same, it's so impersonal to have a relationship like this...

I miss her voice, her hair, her hands, her kisses... We went to have dinner with her mom and sister on Saturday, but we were together only a couple of hours, and we had no time to be ourselves at all...

I'm kind of depressed and frustrated. Like a dirt stain over the canvas of my absolute happiness for being with her, and loving her...

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After all these years waiting, we're moving. To a different, bigger and nicer place, downtown. But now that the time has come, I'm uncertain of how I feel about this. Sure, it will be nice to change the scenery, and we all really needed the extra space, but maybe I'm a change-averse person.

Still, I'm really looking forward to this whole moving out thing. It will be nice. Gabi might hate the neighbourhood, but I talked to her, and she agreed with me that maybe one can have awful, sad memories of a place (I have awful and sad memories of that same place too) but one can change things, by living new experiences, by moving on. I promised her I'd build new, happy memories for her on that neighbourhood she hates, so she'll stop hating it and feel better about the whole moving idea.