Enchant Creature - Uncommon

Upkeep: 1B
The enchanted creature can't concentrate and must dwell on its pain and helplessness forever. If the enchanted is tapped, it doesn't untap during the upkeep phase.
If Mind Block Leeches is sent to the graveyard from play, sacrifice the enchanted creature.

We've been fooling around for 4 months now.
Everything's falling apart, and I can't get her to move on. She hates my family (as I do) and this is tearing us apart, slowly and with lots of pain.
I can't help it! I've done nothing wrong, NOTHING! I mean, of course I've made mistakes, but I'm honest, and straightforward with my Love, I've given her everything and more. And she loves me too, but... I guess we're poisoned, as she said once...

I wish she'd give me some time, that she'd wait a bit more! I'm so close of moving out of here, just a few months more, and we'll never have to deal with them anymore. At least, not her...
If only life was easier on me, for once...
She wants to see them burn, and I'd do anything for her. If only she would see, that they don't matter..! I keep thinking 'Did Romeo and Juliet stop loving each other because of their families?' but life's not like that, there's no real romance in life...

I guess I'll get used to spending my days like the last two...

Alone.
And sad.
So trapped.

She never opened her msn, so I haven't spoken with her today, just a text msg... I feel so... jhackjadhksbcsljcnskajcn wjlcfhwjdh jch

I've no collateral.
So, I can't move out of here...

I found some nice places, all I needed were three things:

1. Money: $1000 + $800
2. Collateral
3. My parents, to sign the contract

What did I get? Nothing! I can afford it, I really can. But as I haven't finished my studies yet, I can't get a steady job. So no one will rent me a place. And my fucking parents won't help me out here.

I need them to sign the contract, but they won't do it for me. And I can't ask anyone else...
As for the collateral, I've no one to ask, either...
I'm fucked up. I'm trapped, stuck here, for as little as three months, maybe six, and as much as god only knows...

I hate this place...

I need some way of freeing myself.
I'm pressured and pushed at work, at the university, at home, with my friends, and with her. Every single part of my life is a wreck.

My slave-like job makes me work 30 hours a week for just $900, and I can't achieve any balance at all, nor am I learning useful skills so I can improve myself. I need the money, I want to fly away...

My so hated university is the thing I hate the most. It's like a prison to me, it's like torture to me. I have to pass my exams, no matter what, and I don't give a fuck about marks, but still, I'm under a lot of pressure, I'm tense.

My friends... I have none!
Yea, pathetic. I've lost them all, and I don't really care, but I need someone (other than her) to talk to, once in a while. I just need to talk about silly computer games, books that I've read or anime, or wargames or history or whatever...

At home, I feel like walking straight into hell. The fiends lash on me because I'm a betrayer and an outcast to them. I just count the days, weeks, until I'm free at last. Maybe death is the real, ultimate freedom, or some crap like that. I just can't take it anymore.
And what if I decided to do them a favor, to obtain something in exchange? What if I thought it was a good move to exchange, say, a stupid appointment of picking them up somewhere, in exchange of stuff worth $600? I know it's materialistic, but right now, spending money is the only pleasure I've got left, and I wanted some new books. And the worst part, is that $420 or something of the total stuff I got is for her! Yea, not for me... But given that I work a month to get $900, I don't see how I could refuse $600 for just an afternoon...

And her... She expects too much, asks for too much, from me... I can give her everything, anything. And still, she'll want more. And that's the way I like it, that's the way I like her, I like her to be. If I wait for her 4 hours in a car, and go crazy, sacrificing other things, to be there on time, she'll say I'm not dressed up. If I killed them all, she'd say why has it taken so long?
I don't know what to do, because most of the flaws in our relationship were caused by the fiends, the globosphere, the globoshitters... And there's nothing, nothing that I can do to ease the pain. I can't even confront them, because I need them to fly away... Yes, how pathetic is that? I'd be like a bird in a cage, like a dog with a leash...

I need time, the day's not long enough. And every waking hour goes by so slowly (for which I'm grateful!) but so empty at the same time; just an expectant wait to see, feel, talk to her, to make it all better. To escape...

I need to escape, right now, the pressure's too much and the tension's unbearable. When she leaves me, for a month, to go on her journey, my life will end. I hope she'll come back to me, I'll wait for her, in my new apartment, my new life. My new peace... And I hope, it can be our new peace...