I don't know what's going on, but she should be back already, and I've got no news from her. Maybe her flight got delayed? Maybe her cellphone's still off, maybe they went somewhere else?..

I just don't know..

Okay, I've been waking up at noon (around 5.30-6pm) for the last two months, and going to sleep when dawn breaks (around 7-7.30am). Living only during the Night is.. interesting. I find myself more focused, with a peace of mind and a sense of calm that I can't explain. I've been doing lots of work (both physical and mental) all within this place, and trying to burn the days left for Her to come back.

Dinner (or supper if you prefer) became my lunch, and my second dinner would come around 4am. I'd study in the early hours of the Night, and breathe in the silence, the darkness, the mystery of the shadows.

It's been fun. But it has to end, I can't go on with my life like this: soon I'll be getting a couple of new jobs (yes, two) and I'm starting my classes (last quarter before I finish!), plus, I can't seem to be able to get a social life like this. Or at least, not with the people I know..

Living here has become much more bearable: I'm completely left alone, no one will bother me. And I don't have to see or talk to Them. I mean, it's barely 11.30pm, and I'll have something to eat in a few hours (today, I woke up earlier). And at this time -usually -my day's just started.

. . .

Regarding the Day.
Well.. I was forced to go out during daytime two, maybe three times. My eyes hurt so much, and my body felt weird. I guess it's been two months without seeing the Sun, what could I expect?
And I noticed I have less energy, obviously.

I'm going to study some more.
Four days until G comes back from Syria. I miss her.