i can't take it seeing you gone
having given you all that i am
all i'll ever be, all i was
future's black, future's black
no one will help me, no way back
i fall down, i'm on my back
and no one sees me, i'm a memory
no one believes in me, i'm a god
no one wants me for what i lack...

i try so hard
i tried to change
i think i made it*
but lost in the way

if ever i could start again, faraway from here
i wish i'd get what i want, a second chance
no pain no fights no lies no fear
having you back, having you here...