I need friends... I don't need the ones I already have, I don't care anymore about the ones I already have...
I feel so lonely, and this loneliness only grows... as years passed, I became more and more isolated... from my kid friends, then from my childhood friends, then from my all-time school friends, then from my family, then from my new friends, then from the people I met throughout my life... then from the girls I dated... then from my Love... and the list will only grow as I age and fade and die...

I know, it's probably the moment, but I feel more and more tired of things. It's not that I'm feeling suicidal or anything, it's been ages since those times it seems, it's just that I want to have people like me... maybe I found a few, but I'm so shy, I'm a hedgehog...
I would love to just live my life alone and not caring, but I can't!... I care...