I'm sharing some of my classes with this girl who was a really close friend, once. She's totally ignoring me, and I understand it (yes, right now my self-esteem is even lower than my security..) but it would be nice to really know how it all happened. Was it because of her jealous bf at the time? Or my jealous gf? Or because I kind of distanced myself, or the fact that we didn't share any classes anymore? Or because of my so-called enemies..?

Yesterday I ran onto another old friend. Bah, she wasn't a friend, she was an acquaintance, but still, we sat together for almost a year, back in school, and we used to talk. She totally ignored me too, and I ignored her.

And this could go on and on. I guess relationships die and you can't help it. Not unless you're willing to sacrifice a lot. And for some friends, I've sacrificed a lot! And still, it didn't work for me... everyone I know goes away in the end...

I'm in a foul mood.

But tomorrow, I'm going out with someone I like...