I'm at the hotel lobby right now. I stayed because I had to study some .pdfs (I'll sit for an exam as soon as I get off the plane tomorrow =/..) and I didn't want to go around anymore, I'm tired.
Well, what can I say? It was a great trip. I had the chance to go to Europe, something I always wanted to do, and I visited some nice historical and cultural places. Once again, I got to compare different societies (the european and my own) and I bought some stuff. I distanced myself from my life and my responsibilities, from my friends and from Gabi. The only thing I regret is not seeing her for almost 12 days..! It's too much, and especially given the frail state of our relationship, it just started and it's still on its growth phase =]

It's strange. Over here, I get noticed much, much more. And I feel good with myself, because temptation could have taken over me, but once again, I can say that my beliefs are right and my way of thinking and feeling is unchanged. I know that many guys I know would have loved to take advantage of the many situations I got into. And I don't care, I don't regret the way I am.
I miss that feeling.. of togetherness. I don't know if that word exists, but with her, I can feel that. And I never looked for something else, I always longed to be really close to someone (again) and I hate superfluous, meaningless things... And over here, I don't like the "feeling" people give me either. Back home, it's pathetic, and I thought it would be different over here. Maybe because Spain isn't much unlike Argentina. I don't know.

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At 11pm we're getting on the plane. The flight lasts 11 hours, but oddly enough, the plane should be landing at 5am tomorrow (there's a 5 hour lag between here and there). When I get home, I'll have some time to rest and at 10am I'll have my exam. I'm not nervous at all -I never am before I sit for an exam- and somewhen I'll send Gabriela an SMS. I have to meet some university people, for 2 different group assignments (bleeehhhh) and then, I have my godfather's birthday, he'll be 42.
I'd love to see her, but it will have to wait till friday, probably. And I'll probably miss my monday's Deutsch class. Still, I had some chances to practice both my Deutsch and Italian over here ^^