We've been fooling around for 4 months now.
Everything's falling apart, and I can't get her to move on. She hates my family (as I do) and this is tearing us apart, slowly and with lots of pain.
I can't help it! I've done nothing wrong, NOTHING! I mean, of course I've made mistakes, but I'm honest, and straightforward with my Love, I've given her everything and more. And she loves me too, but... I guess we're poisoned, as she said once...

I wish she'd give me some time, that she'd wait a bit more! I'm so close of moving out of here, just a few months more, and we'll never have to deal with them anymore. At least, not her...
If only life was easier on me, for once...
She wants to see them burn, and I'd do anything for her. If only she would see, that they don't matter..! I keep thinking 'Did Romeo and Juliet stop loving each other because of their families?' but life's not like that, there's no real romance in life...

I guess I'll get used to spending my days like the last two...

Alone.
And sad.
So trapped.

She never opened her msn, so I haven't spoken with her today, just a text msg... I feel so... jhackjadhksbcsljcnskajcn wjlcfhwjdh jch